This is a story I started writing months ago, but was too scared to publish. If you liked it I will make it a series. Enjoy!
Sarah came back home from work. She must’ve been too
exhausted during the flights and transit and running and heavy backpack of hers
to even think about what she’s on the verge of doing or what to expect. She
didn’t even slightly care to fix her messy hijab or put some ChapStick on her
dry lips. She has been on a long journey, that hasn’t even ended yet, no-one was expecting her to look like a daisy.
Sarah’s dark eyes were searching everywhere for her beloved
ones when she was exiting the airport gate, pulling her luggage behind her. She
found her mother and aunt waiting and when their eyes met, the two sisters
screamed of joy and called her name loudly. Hugs, kisses, tears of joy and “how
are you?” ’s.
After many consecutive questions in the car, Sarah had the
chance to speak, describing the flight, telling few anecdotes and sharing some
news. The ladies had almost nothing to share, nothing exciting happens at their
small city Damanhur anymore. Or at least that’s what they told her.
A small party was
thrown to celebrate her arrival, at the warm family apartment. As usual, proud neighbors
and friends were invited. The preparations took too long and too much effort
but her aunt, Manal, and mother, Alia, don’t mind it because they love and care
about Sarah. Typical motherly instincts. And they, above all, miss her so much
they keep reminding each other. Shady, Sarah’s brother, was occasionally
complaining about the overreacting, in a “She comes back twice a year anyway”
way. Boys.
“Wear the pink dress you have. It’ll look great on you.” said
Alia, who came to Sarah’s room to find her staring at the dresser. She might’ve
been thinking but her mother wasn’t sure.
“No. I look terrible in it.” snapped Sarah turning her
mother’s face blue and eyes evil, hurt or broken, she couldn’t tell. She
literally wiped her mother’s smile off.
“Then don’t!” A yelling. Sarah’s years of living away
gradually deleted some unhappy memories, similar to this incident. However,
each vacation she flies back home, she remembers why she chose to leave in the
first place. Besides, of course, improving her career. And getting a degree.
Shady came and asked what was going on and his mother complained
about Sarah always being rude and ungrateful. “She’ll never change...I’m
sick of this!” Shady was dead sure his mother will cry this day. Sooner or
later.
To be fair, Alia became extremely used to sobbing only after
The Incident That Shall Not Be Shared. She cries when she remembers. Her
general mood stopped her from doing anything and only allowed her to sit and
rethink everything. She cries after drinking her last soda can, not in a
childish way, but because then she’ll have to go outside and buy another
six-pack at least. If there’s an accurate term to describe her addiction, it
shall be “sodalic”. Her ‘drinking’ habit was the obvious reason behind her huge
weight gain, which nobody dares to mention. You don’t tell a depressed woman
she gained weight, right?
Sarah suggested that she goes to seek a professional help
many, many, times, but her stubborn mother, with outdated beliefs, strongly
refused. Reminding her of what she’s been through wasn’t enough. “This is
beyond discussion. I’m not mad to go see a therapist! Are you crazy?!”
After many attempts, Sarah got tired of trying and kept her mouth shut about Shady
going to one…
As much as this family seems to be amical and ideal, their
lies and secrets roam in the apartment as if they could be felt or even seen.
Each one of them was ignoring this fact, but deep down they know what
they are.
