An extract from my diaries.
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| 2014. |
29/05/2015
I kicked them out of my life. But I kept their gifts anyway…
Is it because I like the gifts and can't stand the idea of throwing them? Or because I want to keep reminding myself that they once meant the world to me however they left? Probably number 2… I usually do this. I hate deleting photos, messages or anything that reminds me of old friends. I want to keep in mind that everybody will eventually leave me so that I won't be surprised or shocked.
Don't get me wrong, I love my current friends to the moon and back, but I expect them to step out of my life one day. I wish it never happens, cause they seem different this time.
Their friendship is different. The Notions' bond is completely different from any bonds I've made my whole life. It'd kill me to leave them for good one day cause it'll be so hard to replace them, nearly impossible. Where can I find a bunch of cool weirdos who love me for who I am? Who love the way I act, my hyperactivity, my clumsiness and my dirty mind?
In all the communities I've been it wasn't immediate to fit in, unlike Notions. They took care of me, helped me improving in all the aspects and they never stopped believing in me nor making me laugh. They're irreplaceable, unforgettable and amazing people.
I hope they feel the same way towards me. I hope they think that they cannot find another Samaa who's hyperactive and clumsy but can work hard to get what she wants, never loses faith and loves to help people out.
The memories I made with them shall stick to my head cause it's so hard to repeat them with someone else…
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Don't get me wrong, I love my current friends to the moon and back, but I expect them to step out of my life one day. I wish it never happens, cause they seem different this time.
Their friendship is different. The Notions' bond is completely different from any bonds I've made my whole life. It'd kill me to leave them for good one day cause it'll be so hard to replace them, nearly impossible. Where can I find a bunch of cool weirdos who love me for who I am? Who love the way I act, my hyperactivity, my clumsiness and my dirty mind?
In all the communities I've been it wasn't immediate to fit in, unlike Notions. They took care of me, helped me improving in all the aspects and they never stopped believing in me nor making me laugh. They're irreplaceable, unforgettable and amazing people.
I hope they feel the same way towards me. I hope they think that they cannot find another Samaa who's hyperactive and clumsy but can work hard to get what she wants, never loses faith and loves to help people out.
The memories I made with them shall stick to my head cause it's so hard to repeat them with someone else…
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