And finally, ladies and gentlemen, I present to you the second chapter of "Home"! If you haven't read the first one, click here!
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The party was sweet. It was many hours long, not caring that the poor Sarah has been on a long trip. She didn't complain, she was too tired she almost fainted. Or did she?
The next morning, she woke up
with a terrible headache. Jetlag symptoms. Determined to fill all her vacation
time with productive activities and hangouts, she got up and managed to freshen
up. The bathroom hasn't been changed at all. No matter how many times Alia said
she wanted to renovate it, she never did. Her children knew she’s been short on
cash so there was no blame at all. The mirror was still cracked from the right
top corner. Flashbacks rushed into Sarah’s head, despite she closed her eyes to
wash them away. She tried to look into the mirror instead of at it. Her
reflection was better than her expectations, to be honest. Her panda eyes felt
puffy but weren't actually. Her oval-shaped face and thin lips were dry from
the lack of water, but that was fine. Her dark hair was a bit greasy so she
concluded that it must be washed, soon. She couldn't help but judge her own
nose, she’s always disliked it and called it “typical ugly Egyptian nose”. Not
only people could be mean to themselves, but also racist, apparently…
All her toiletries were still in
her backpack, she almost forgot she unpacked nothing. Either spending the two
weeks living out of the luggage or getting a grip and unpacking for the love of
God and all the clean tidy things, it was her choice! She did the right thing
and fetched her expensive shower gel and shampoo and her average toothbrush and
loofah. The warm water relaxed her a lot. At the age of twenty-six, it was hard
to face something that a warm shower couldn't fix. Or at least for that
specific moment anyway.
In the kitchen, she wished she
had brought her new coffee machine instead of drinking cheap instant coffee.
“How did I use to drink this on a daily basis? This is garbage!” she told
herself. Caffeine was caffeine anyway, so she’d be focused and energetic in a
bit, she was sure. Also, walking or driving to the nearest coffee shop in such
state wasn't the smartest thing to do, right?
The fridge was full of cheese,
vegetables, juice boxes and eggs. The typical “Sarah’s coming home” kind of
shopping that she’s always found very sweet and thoughtful. No matter how many
times she came back home, each time she missed the good, but not so healthy,
local food. And every time she overate. But she was on vacation, so she deserved
it. She’s been working really hard all year long, so she definitely deserved
it.
Sitting in her room, she scrolled
down the social media for a while then decided to watch a movie to kill some
time. Still too lazy to plan her activities and stuff. Loneliness hunted her,
as usual, but she didn't care, too. She tried so hard not to think of anything
that was significant or game-changer. She washed away her thoughts and focused
on the subtitled movie. After all those years in Germany, she still hasn't
mastered the language. No matter how many hours she practised with a “friend”
or how many series she watched, she still wasn't fluent enough.
It was then noon but Alia was
still sleeping. Typical. Shady was at college and would probably come back home
late if he had to work too. She wanted to call him to tell him to come stay
with her, spend some sister-brother time. But no. He was surely busy.
She’s always been the
overly-protective sister who’s been always worried but hides it so she wouldn’t
scare her brother. His recent actions were worthy of worrying and constant
checking, honestly. However, Sarah knew better than bringing them up and
discomforting her little brother. She spent years trying to win his
trust and she sort of became his friend, thus it would be recklessly stupid to
throw at him questions, investigation-like, or even Alia-like.
After the movie ended, not very
pleased with it, she grabbed her smartphone and texted her girl friends in their
group chat. “Heyyy girls!! I’m finally here so we should totally hang out!!”
she typed, as if they haven’t already known. She fooled herself into thinking
she might even meet them more than once. Her gang has become a mix of busy and workaholic
mommies. Going out with them with their toddlers was never Sarah’s ideal girls’
night out. She longed for their outings together before each one of them got
stuck in a marriage. She was never ready for them bashing their husbands and
in-laws but she always had to listen attentively. She loved her friends after
all, no matter how they’ve changed and no matter how she’s changed too.
Compromise was key.
The replies were typical, “Yes suuuuure”,
“Thank God for your safety, how was the flight?” and “We missed you so much”.
She replied to the kind words then suggested they went out the next weekend and
waited for a reply, laying on the bed. Beep. A text, but not from the gang. It
was Salah: “Someone came back home without even dropping by and saying hi!”.
Here we go again, the teasing. So, she teased back “Tell Auntie Eiman
I say hi and kiss her for me!”
Instant reply: “I’m serious, we
want you to come have lunch with us today. Come at around 5, I come back home
at 4ish”
“I’m sorry I can’t, I changed my
mealtimes a long time ago. Now, I eat lunch at noon. [tongue emoji]” She wasn't
even sure if she was teasing anymore.
“How about tea at least? Tea at 6
or 7?” He was genuine and willing. She
sensed it.
“Tea sounds fine” Although she
was dead sure he hasn't even told his parents they would have her that day. A
cup of tea and a chat with his parents and him wouldn't harm. Alia would
definitely insist on coming and even bringing Shady if he was free too.
“See you soon then. Back to work!”
Growing up next to each other,
then drifting apart through the continents, they must've missed each other,
normal. The last vacation he barely had the chance to lay an eye on her let
alone talk to her. They went to the same school, constantly visited with their
“mothers”. But what wasn't normal, that they didn't both feel the same way
about each other. What was even worse,
that they had no idea they weren't on the same page.
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